Happy Good Friday everyone! Take moment today to thank God for sending His only Son to die on the cross for our sins! Jesus has paid the price and washed our debts away. We are free in Jesus.
listening to songs from dolphin bay (lol chinese drama) and im tearing up cause it reminds me of my uncle. i watched it with him. he used to always ask me which guy i liked better. he would always play the soundtrack. i really do miss him. you never realize how much of a hold or impact someone has on you until they’re gone. i wish i could go back and cherish every moment i had with him.
his birthday is coming up this month :’|
emotionally drained. im so sick of your shit. i dont understand why you take out your personal problems on me. it’s honestly so annoying and this conversation just drained me out so much. it’s always like this. you’re always taking it out on me. you’re always pushing me to the side and ignoring me and at the end of the day I AM STILL THERE FOR YOU. I PUSH ASIDE EVERYTHING YOU did to me and I AM THERE FOR YOU. I TRY TO UNDERSTAND YOU. I try be a trustful friend. I AM THERE. But ONE thing I DO that pushes YOUR personal problems, pushes me to the side. YOU give me the cold shoulder because of YOUR PERSONAL ISSUES.
and you wanna talk about it. YOU WANT ME TO SAY SORRY. BUT YOU DONT HAVE THE DECENCY to say sorry to ME. take a step back and realize how YOU have hurt ME. Have you ever done that? HUH? or is it just “I wanna protect MYSELF. ME ME ME.” did you ever once consider how i feel? maybe you feel like i hurt you, but you hurt me too.
difference is, i dont hold grudges. but now all my bottled up feelings are being overflowed into this post.
I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS. I HATE IT. AND IM SICK OF IT. AND I CANT WAIT TO GO TO HAWAII DANG.